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I've heard that dreaming is for losers, but in this world of shit sometimes dreaming is the only thing is, sometimes think of other worlds where things are better gives us hope, sometimes ... I like to imagine that my family is fine, that Tinga lives in Canada with his pequeñoy her husband, Seth is studying to be a doctor and has a beautiful fiancee, Zack ... Zack is with life, caring ; ndon all, calling every day from his office to know how we are, telling us that we care, and coming to dinner every weekend with me and Logan.

That Eve is good, this alive, forLydecker that damn never raised his gun, which I saw growing up and now taller than me, her hair was blond and wavy and her beautiful blue eyes shine like stars when she laughs Brin to a joke that Syl is famous model, perhaps even television, and Ben ... I do not care what Ben was doing, I do not mind if I were a painter, doctor, lawyer, I would not mind even if devoted to daydream, just want it to be Ben, Ben told me stories Manticore and still be here.

But of course, that's just dreaming. And dreamssas, and failed.

As I fail every day of my life, I failed and I could never protect my brothers, I failed to Logan and I have failed my fellow Manticore, I'm not ma ; s a big flaw and ruined the lives of others, Joshua took the decision between life and mine Issac chose mine but why?

I mean, I'm glad to be alive, of course I'm glad, but Joshua did not even talk to me now, no longer wants me, he's my best friend and sacrificed everything for me and I do cause the greater pain of Living Qu & eacute, kind of friend am I?

is why I can not be friends with anyone, I'm not designed for this purpose, I designed not to feel, to think and not follow orders, otherwise when I just ruined things, just they caused more suffering to the people I care. Tinga, Zack, Brin, Seth, Syl, Ben ... and now Joshua.

A person who loses what he wants to be my fault. Joshua understand if I want to talk anymore, hell, I never use whatever I want to talk about myself for what I did to Ben, because I'm a fucking coward who was unable to face things and preferred ; do it the easy way.